College

Anthony starts school on Thursday, which is our twenty three month anniversary. Two years in September. I am so excited for it to happen, I think it will really show that we can do this. Recently the two of us have had doubts, because we never get to see each other, but I believe we have been trying.

Making time to see each other, making dates, seeing movies, just hanging out playing video games. We decided to get in touch with the best friends we used to be, however we still do couple stuff. It is like we're the couple we started out as, which is a good thing. We were bestfriend for as long as I can remember and I loved it. But I would never change being his girlfriend. 

A few weeks ago we called it quits, for about a day. That's when we realized we cannot do that, neither of us could handle what it felt like to be separated. I remember the text he sent after he left my house that morning. "I thought I could be strong for the both of us. I thought this was what I wanted, but it hurts to much" I know he meant it, I've only ever seen him cry to other times. 

I think we can stand the test of time. All couples have their bad patches. I believe that the ups and downs are tests that make you into a great couple. They make you into two strong people.

College is going to be one of those test, but not just for us as a couple but for each of us as people. I am excited for it to really start. My summer classes made me ready. I am worried about two things, Anthony and I being to busy and that I won't get the 'A' I need in my Anatomy class.