I have always have body image problems. I always just figured it was because I was a teenage girl, I thought that all girls felt this way. It has gotten worse as I have aged, but for more reasons.
Not only do I think that I am a tad over weight but I am very mush so aware that I am out of shape. I love to work out, I love to walk, slow jog, do yoga, things that like that. However I am bright red and panting within ten minutes of starting almost any work out.
I wish I knew a great way to get into shape.
I would love to go running every morning but I know everyone on my block and I am so shy to go running where people may see me. Even if they are asleep. They could see me. It would be amazing if Anthony would go run with me early in the morning. But that will never happen.
I think right now my main goal is to be happy with my body in time for Florida.
I just really want to look good. I know that I will be on the paler side for Florida, but that does not bother me as much as my love handles and thighs do. Anthony tells me all the time that I look amazing but being in a bikini every other day is taking it's tole on me. I keep seeing myself in this little bathing suit, and on top of that my thighs have been rubbing and causing me to notice that I have been gaining a little weight.
Summer is never a good time for girls.
It truly is a time to wear next to nothing.
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