Awe?

I am truly in awe.

Alright, today had an interesting bump. I get to school and C runs up to me asking me to skip the first part of class and come with her. She seemed really frantic so I did. Turns out J was popping pills last night and could barely stand today, she fell out of her chair and could not walk straight. 
J has always had a problem with a pill dependency (she use to have a really bad sleeping problem and the doctor proscribed her highly addictive pills) She got over it, she was doing really good. The she met this girl, her new bestfriend. Well this girl is into hardcore drugs, she has an advance past. J had smoked but never did anything big until she started hanging out with this girl. Now she's cutting class and doing X. I never thought this would happen. Lucky I thought everything was getting better when she told me she was not going to do shrooms / anything 'hardcore'. I really did think things were getting better, I thought she was stopping. She told me she had gotten better about pills. I believed her.

I really am worried about her. I really am.

On a happier note, I got a B on the chem test I took. Before the test I was pretty sure I was going to get a great grade. However while I was taking it my mind changed and I thought I was going to fail for sure. The B was really nice to see. My grade now is a 78.5 which when rounded is a 79, however an overall B for the class is a 79.5 . I am pretty sure I can get my grade up to that.

My English grade is pretty close too. I have an 79.1 so close. But I am pretty sure that the vocab test I just took will bump that up.