March 17, 2010

6. The Space between us is small

Last night was the odd.

Me and Anthony got into a fight ish thing about life. He made a comment about not wanting to get engaged because we are going to different places for college. Which might not even be true. A lot has happened and neither of us know were we are going.

A lot of crying and sniffles later we were just talking. He told me he does want a family, and he wants it to be right. He wants us to be older and with jobs and  in place with good school. It was the sweetest thing I have ever heard from anyone. That alone made me want to cry more and more and more. I love him. And that fact that we were talking about maybe not being together anymore made me sick.

I know what you're thinking too. You are eighteen and you do not know what you're talking about. I have been with Anthony since our freshmen year. We broke up a few times and dated other people, but we never stopped being best friends. As of Friday the 19th we will have been together for eighteen months straight, but still on and off since freshmen year. Eighteen months is a long time, I know adults who are together less than that long. I do love him.

I'm smiling. Eeep.
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After I got off the phone I finished my newest piece for the Art House. "The space between us is small" is the item. I do not know if I like it yet. But it does look really good, just not sure if it works with the theme. I still like it. =)

Tell me what you think?
Don't ya just love my crappy camera? Haha

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