Not sure if it is the fact that I have been a bit busy lately, or if it is the fact that I have not felt right that is keeping me from posting. Maybe it is the fact that I know I am not saying anything that really matters. All this is is a bunch of random post about my life. Nothing extreme, nothing amazing.
I am not some extreme crafter that posts random trinkets every day.
I am not some stunning girl with an even more stunning wardrobe.
I am not a saint, or a mother, or indie kids with great ideas.
I am a normal girl who just likes to talk.
For some reason lately I have slowly slipped into a sad place. All I want to is sit in my room, but after so long I start to loos my mind. But somehow, I stay in my room with the lights of and my computer on.
No one wants to buy anything on Esty. I will most likely shut down the site at the end of the month. I guess not one on there likes my art. I have also been pimping it all over Myspace, no one likes it there either. I guess I am just not that good. I guess art really is not for me.
I gave up on trying to find a job, I just want to cry when I look at applications. I think I give a little piece of myself away every time I apply somewhere and I am all out of things to give up. I can not take the disappointment anymore. Hopefully I can get a job, but right now. I have no clue when that will happen, but hopefully.
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