Last night I has a dream, it was really random, nothing to start a speech with. However there was a guy in it who I dated two years ago. He was an insanely sweet kid. I am not even joking he is the nicest guy I have ever been with. He smoked and I hate that, so he would never do it around me, and he never ditched me to do it. Considering the guys I knew back then, that was a huge gesture of kindness.
Well I texted him this morning and we have been texting back and forth all day. Not really sure why, but I feel sort of weird talking to him. Sure, I miss him, as a friend. We were really close and talked all the time about important things, not just lame stuff. The only problem with that is, he got more attached than I did, fell pretty hard. We stopped talking for a while after we parted ways, I suppose I am just a littler nervous that he might have feelings for me. He keeps being up the movies we've seen and dates we went on, saying how much he misses it. I miss it to, I miss all the good times I have had with the people I no longer talk to. But only as a friend. Is it conceited to worry about him falling for me? Should I not be thinking that?
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