Family

I have no words for how I feel. Ha. That is a lie.
I suppose I should have no words, but I always have something to say.

Everyone in my family hates each other. They are all stressed out because we have no money, and are stuck at home. My mom knows that her job is doomed, and my dad is looking for a much much better paying one. He will most likely get this job, because he well qualified and also his bestfriend is putting a good word in for him.

My mother on the hand is convinced that everyone hates her. That we do not need her, because we do not always notice that she is upset. Considering she has been in constant BITCH mode for the past few weeks, how can you blame up for not speaking up? We all know she hates her job, but there is nothing we can do about it. I have tried to help by telling her places I know are hiring. She comes home from work and sits in the basement talking to her internet friends, then goes to bed. That is it. She does not come up stairs to see us, why should we go see her.

I love my mother, but i refuse to be around her when she is acting like a thirteen year old girl. I am sorry. I have no idea how to help her out, I can not make her job better, I can not fix her car. Ha! Even if I could fix her car, I wouldn't because all she does is bitch at my dad about it. God! I should not be this mad, but I can't help it. I love her I do, and I do need her in my life, but she is being unbearable. I wish she would chill out for 5 minutes and BREATHE.


My sister is being a bother also. There is something wrong with her toe. She is on her feet all day so her feet bother her. Well she refuses to believe that you can help your feet by not balancing on the same foot. HELLO, two former waitresses would know that. I stood on my feet for four plus hours a day. She just does not listen to anyone and is not helping the mother melt down. She told my mom we should treat my dad to something since he has been stressed out. OUCH! My mom FREAKED OUT at this. Yeah, bad idea on my sisters part, but she had good intentions.


I just wish they would all stop for a second, and relax.