Should I feel this way?

I have an honest depresses feeling about going to school today.
I think it is due in part to knowing I will not see Anthony at all today also this is my last semester of high school.

I feel lost. People have everything planned out, and I used to be one of those people that had it all planned out. Not anymore. I feel like crying when I think about it. Because of money I just might never get to go. There are loans. However, who wants to be in debt the second they graduate? That is no way to start your life.


I guess it is time to take a deep breath and just go. Everything is going to fine. In typical Taylor fashion I am over reacting. Wish me luck world.