January 31, 2010

One of those days

Re arranged my room. Nothing really movies much I just put the book shelf on a different wall and pulled the bed down about a foot. Now it is about middle on the wall it is on. Which gives me more room in the corner where my art stuff is. My room always looks bigger right after I move my stuff around.

And now somehow I have ended up on Farmville. I am addicted, I stopped playing for a while but recently I started playing again. It is addictive. I love all the cute little animals and just pretending to be a farmer. As I type my little farmer is harvesting the last egg plants I need to master them. And after that I will keep working on mastering pumpkins. I have a little under a thousand left before I am done with them. Yeah, that is a giant number. It takes forever to, because I have to wait 8 hours before I can harvest them.

However, all of that is fun but it is not what I should be doing. I need to be reading seven pages in my physics book and then doing ten problems. I read one page and for some reason I just could not focus on it. I hate when that happens. I will be trying so hard to read something and my mind just wonders away.

Hopefully I can save up my money and buy one of these cute guys. I need about forty for the little guy and just over eighty for the cage. Yeah, right now I have twenty two in my savings (which is what I am using to buy him) I need a hundred more. This might take a while but it is well worth it to me.

I miss more than anything having something to take care of. It has been a few months since I lost Hamlet but I still cry at night from the silence alone. Maybe I am just a wimp or maybe it is because I love animals but I miss having one. Yeah we have a ton of pets but none of them are mine. The dogs are pretty much my dads, my mom and sister each have a cat. All the animals roam freely in the house and will be around whoever they want, but it just is not the same. I miss taking care of something, knowing it loved me. I suppose that could be why I am so excited to get married and have kids. Being able to take care of someone.

That seems like a weird thing to look forward too. Taking care of people. Then again, I want to be a nurse/doctor. That must just be me, I love to take care of people and animals.

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