When I was in the 8th grade (So, about 4 / 5 years ago) I had a huge crush on his kid, Tadd. I was very dorky looking when I first met him (Glasses and Perm. Eck), and nothing ever came of this crush. We were just first, and still sort of are. He is even really good friends with Anthony. Yeah I do think it is rather odd that my first big crush is friends with my boyfriend. Just weird. Oh, there was a point to this story about Tadd. So yeah, from about 6th to 8th grade HUGE crush. Then I started dating Anthony.
Recently my friend hooked up with Tadd. I do not have a problem with this because of who it is. He in a way shot me down and in that moment my feelings were gone. Or I thought so. Last night after an all ages show (I'll talk about this later) I found out that my first who hooked up with him planned on doing ex with him and more than likely having sex on his birthday. WEIRD. Did not need to know this at all. I was a little jealous when hearing this because she is getting a chance with a guy she has ZERO feelings for that I really liked for a few years. The jealousy was mostly me being curious about Tadd. WELL, this afternoon I feel asleep and had a very very vivid dream about Tadd. Woke up very confused and pretty freaked out. I haven't thought about Tadd in any way other than as a friend in years, so it was really weird. I still have no clue what to think about the whole thing. Could say that I am pretty disgusted, not going to lie. Bleh.
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