I bought a Pilates work out DVD today. I might be way too out of shape because I got about 5 minutes into the ab workout and thought my back was going to break and my abs would catch fire. I suppose the abs about to burst into flames is a good thing though.

I hate my body. However I am by no means fat, I just have fat in places I wish it wasn't. Mostly in the love handle form. I also wouldn't mind if my legs were more fit and my back end was more firm. Speaking of which I want those shoes that work your legs and butt as you walk. Anthony thinks it's lazy but I think it is an amazing idea. I love to walk, I walk all the time. Who doesn't want to do something they love and get a nice bum out of it.


Blogging is a terrible alternative to working out. I am not helping myself at all by talking about how much I would like a better body. That picture at the bottom is my goal. I might go tanning tomorrow to, just thinking that makes me feel superficial. I guess I might be. I want to have a good HEALTHY body and I like to tan and shop. It isn't about other people thinking I look good, it is about me thinking it. When I think I look good, I feel better and I am happier. When I know I don't look good my attitude is different. That might be how most girls are or it might not be. Everyone should have fun looking good ( good to THEM, not everyone else) and if that means you like being 'big'. Go for it. Just be healthy. That is the only thing that truely bothers me about some peoples weight. I want everyone to be safe and healthy, not grossing sick skinny or so fat they can't more. It just is not good. =( It really makes me sad to see people treat there bodies badly.