November 10, 2009

We need some space.

I hate the way that sounds.
And it's not like it's entirely true either. I need some space from Anthony, but I don't want the space. I love him, and I love seeing him ever day. Yesterday was just to much. I was angry at him, and that made the whole day about him. Every thing that was on my mind surrounded him.

I don't want to be the same girl I was when we first met. Obessive, and needed him to ALWAYS be there. I don't need that now. I don't need to hang on his every word. But saying that worries me. If I don't need to be around him 24/7 does that mean I should dump him?

My answer is no. I think there is a point in all WORKING relationships where you realize, I need to still be my own person with them. I can still be with them, but not be around them all the time. I'm not really sure how to say what I mean, but that's close enough.

Anyways, he's sick today. So I won't see him at school, but maybe I need time away from him. Just a day, to get over be angry.

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