I wish there was someway to tell people stuff, see how they react, and then decide if you really want to do it, and be able to restart the conversation. Now that would be amazing. People would always think you know the perfect thing to say. I wouldn't mind that, since I never have the perfect thing to say. And I also wish I knew how to tell my so called bestfriend that life doesn't end when someone dumps you, you still have other people in your life.
I was always there for her. The she started dating this certain girl. For the first few months it was all fine. Then the girl didn't like that my bestfriend spent so much time with me. So I started being able to see her less and less. Then they broke up. I couldn't stand seeing my bestfriend broken like that, so I talked to them both and got them work things out. Things were great. For a little while. The girl cheated on her. She cheated on the girl. Everything sucked for a very long time. Then just recently they broke up for good. And I lost my bestfriend. She isn't the same person at all. All she talks about is how much she misses her, and how much she hates her new girlfriend. I can't stand it. It's gotten so bad, I don't answer her text and I've hidden her facebook updates. I can't stand us not being so close, I hate missing her, because I know she doesn't miss me. She doesn't think of anyone but herself and that girl.
But on a happy note. Last night was so much fun. Went to the movie on a double date, which then ending up with teh guys going to laser quest and me and the other girl eating donuts from The Donut Whole at Star Bucks. It was a really fun night. I haven't had that much fun in a really long time and it was great. They have the best donuts there, I love taking new people there. Only problem was we got there really late so they were out of a lot of good ones, so we just told the guy to pick some for us. It was a great idea. I love them, and they're even good the next day.
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