Oh how I've missed this.

It seemed like no good could come from this meeting. I never thought things could be the same. Also never thought it seem like nothing changed. I've missed days like this, and I've missed being a part of your life. I feel bad about everything that happened, and I'm excited to know that you're still the same. We've both grown up, but yet somehow we're still the same people.

I'm in awe of today. It seems so unreal that this could have happened. My life seems to be coming together [I say seem a lot. That must be because I'm always so unsure of things] Well, this time I know things are changing. I got a friend back, I'm in a great relationship, I've got a good job. =D



On a different note I'm watching Matilda. This movie is rather stupid, but it makes me feel bad. I know it's sad how the headmistress acted was wrong, I don't think they should have thrown food at her. Or attacked her magically with chalk erasers. This is probably hypocritical of me to say, but I think revenge is meaningless. You're trying to make yourself feel better by sinking to the level of the person that hurt you. Not a lot of sense in that. People do strange things, we're all guilty of it. We all do it. Maybe that's something that we could try to change about everyone. If we all just stopped trying to 'get back' or be better maybe then everything would be okay.

You seem like a life time ago.

I don't know what I'm suppose to say.



Is there are book on the 'right thing to say' in these kinds of situation? I could really use that right now. Do I say sorry? Because if so, I haven't figured out what I'm sorry about. Or do I sit back and let you talk? That really does not seem right either. There are a million ways this could play out, but I don't thing it's going to be 'okay'. Bad or good seem like the only two options we have here.